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I am a Christian. by shock777 I am a Christian. by shock777
I am who I am. I cannot change that. I have been dealing with so much pain, depression, and doubt this whole year. this has been the worst year of my life. The only thing holding me together is God without a doubt. this makes people not like me...this makes people leave me. this makes people judge me, make fun of me. friends come, they go...but I cannot deny my true identity. I am a child of god. I am beautiful. i have purpose. I am not useless!!

this family has fallen apart. my mom and dad are getting a divorce. my suicidal sister turned to drugs and alcohol. the other sister has developed an extreme phobia. my house was robbed, My sister needs an stepdad has called me useless and fat. my sisters are against me. I have seen demons in the house we live in, one called anger the other fear. I experienced heartbreak and high school drama. I have been through so much....there is even more than that...

The only thing...after all this...that I know at the end of the day. I am clinging to god more so than ever..and it takes a lot of courage for me to post this and to declare who i am..but I am who I am. ...

It has been 15 years of emotional abuse and still...the only strength i can muster is that from God. :love: I am proud to say that too! :love: This year is so hard...I have lost so many family is so messed up..and I haven't done anything special with my life...but I know...that God has his arms. Always. :heart: even though i may doubt, fail to go to church, cuss, be perverse...he is with me...and That truly is Mercy ;A;..:heart:

I love you much...don't ever leave my side...ever...
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mrm64 Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Say it sista!! :love:
ZeppieDragon555 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Amen!!! Lol 
Sherlock Smile 
Automan217 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
AMEN! God bless you, Child of God! :D
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wolfgirl4565 Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2014
that was really beautiful and just know that you just have to move on in life so just try to focus on the good parts of your life and move forward with it :)
MrNukedDuck Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2013  Student General Artist
Amen to that, sister! :happybounce: 
NightCrestComics Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
So am I!
Sinornis Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2013
Jesus, servatis a periculum, servatis a maleficum.

Jesus, save us from danger, save us from evil.
ripper9492 Featured By Owner May 12, 2013
AMEN!! :iconiloveitplz:
alcasar-reich Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2013  Student General Artist
per secula seculorum
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