Dear Future Husband,
Sometimes (and I mean every so often), I get this random Excitement come over me out of nowhere. It tells me that you're coming soon....And I've felt this lots of times within the last two years.
Still, I'm fighting to celebrate where I am now with my singleness and all. I'm trying to take one day at a time and really love where I'm at and respect the Lord's timing. But every so often, I get this feeling come over me. This feeling that the day we meet is literally around the CORNER. my heart quickens...At first I feel extreme hope, happiness and excitement. Then I feel nervous, unready, ashamed that I'm not being patient with God or myself, and then the feeling dissipates...haha
Regardless if I meet you or not by tomorrow (OH LORD!!! ) or by next month, or by any time this year or the next, I know you're coming...and I am excited for that moment! I find myself fantasizing about how it will be like when we first meet. I give my fantasies over to God, and say, "Lord, knowing you, It's probably even better than what I can even imagine! I won't be disappointed because you love me, and you love him. You're probably wanting us to be together more than we do!"
God is cool like that, husband.
I know that marriage is hard...and I am scared of the very thing I want. But I am trusting the Lord and he will correct my thinking as I grow and mature.
This may or may not have anything to do with you, but I was prophesied over by two different people within this month of may that a "surprise was coming." Are you that surprise?? Could it be something else? I can only guess! But God is good, as I've said before, and I'm sure whatever it is will be amazing! Thank you Lord for blessing me, and blessing my husband. Thank you for all that you've done and WILL DO. Thank you God, you are gracious and Good!!!
I hope all is well with you, my dear. One day at a time. Let's be patient! Xoxoxo
-Your Future Wife
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